The Note
A note passed in open hand
Is squeezed in tiny fingers
And pressed against
A bleeding heart
A heart that was broken
A thousand times or more
A heart that is struggling
To take any more
Her journey that started at dawn
Broken sleep on bone crushing seats
On a slow coach of racing green
Passing steeples and village greens
Two weeks of surviving life
Two weeks of being alone
Planning what to say
Being precise and to the point
The journey drags as it usually does
In semi-consciousness she dreams of running through fields
With her handsome young man
So tall, so strong and bold as brass
The tenderness and respect
A gentle kiss upon the neck
She never hoped for more
He was the one, always the one
She awakes momentarily and glimpses the smoke of a town
A good town, an industrial backbone town
Full of hard working men, just like her man
Sleep overcomes her once again
A jolt as the bus slows down
Springs her into anticipation
And she sees the austere towers
And the heavily fortified gate
Standing at the bus stop
She watches the bus disappear
Arriving ten minutes early
She has time to kill
Feeling empty and achy
She walks to the gate
She now has just an hour to wait
Before she can interact and relate
Facing her partner across trestle table
With a smile, but with the tracks of a tear
She sees his face of pain and fear
And with tiny fingers she passes her note
Lost Love (The last night)
She sits crossed legged on a white Persian rug
With tears rolling down her face
Candle light illuminates her golden hair
Which shines, as ringlets loosen and fall on a chair
Pools of tears gather like an impending storm
With rivers of despair waiting to be born
Dressed in lace she caresses her breast
And imagines the strength of her lovers chest
Where frequently her head delicately came to rest
She cries openly from deep down inside
She knows that this was her very last night
As wax drips on the sandstone floor
Her hero, her lover has gone to war
No more will she see his face
Or remember his smell or his taste
No more will she gently tend and care
As she stroked his greased back raven hair
Or tend his aching muscles so tight and so torn
He was built like a fighting machine
Lean and mean and deadly to his foe
But tender and light of touch to her opalescent glow
She can imagine his fingertips as they flow on her back
She can still feel his breathe warm to her neck
But in her minds eye she has no regrets
She is full of sadness, but she has her respect
Knowing her hero wanted her in every conceivable way
Her hero needed her on this last night
For a moment of joy and as they unite
His every sinew was primed and ready to fight
He loved her deeply like never before
He loved her with passion and she still wanted more
As their bodies lay exhausted and entwined on the floor
His love was full of power and still lingered on
But when she awoke she found he was gone
War was his business and war was his game
His sword was the justice and his blade was his pride
Death was his future that carried no blame
Mourning was her duty and a bride she never became
The Final Love Letter
Contemplating our future
Planting our feet on dry land
Man is not an island
With his head buried in the sand
Clinging to compassion
With fingertips on outstretch hands
Borrowed time from borrowed places
Held together with rubber bands
Substituting all the pleasure
For all the pain that follows next
Analysing the repercussions
And the animosity and regrets
Leaving quickly by the back door
Barely time to write a note
Scrawling on a scruffy piece of paper
The final love letter that I wrote
(The copyright of this poem is the property of the writer)